Lived That Once

So at this point, most people that know me know my philosophy on deja vu. Well, I've had it again. Recently, I've felt that I will meet someone important soon. Soon is a relative term, however I know that soon means soon. I am floored right now. I always knew that the job that I have right now is one that I'm supposed to have, but I've been wondering why for a while. I'm not questioning the blessing of this job in the least, but I am curious as to what role this will play in other's live and my own future life. I have been learning numerous skills in the past six months, and frankly, I know that I will learn many more in the upcoming months. I hope that the time I spend here will benefit others around me. There is no point in me doing this work if I am the only beneficiary. It's selfish. I want to help others. I want to share my knowledge and skills with those around me.

I have a missionary friend who, everytime she writes, just oozes her enthusiasm. Her letters cause a fire within me to burn brighter. I know that she will serve the Russian people well. I hope, with all my heart, that my job will help others to see the purpose of the university that I work at. I hope that my job will shine the light on those people who do great things silently. It is those students who go into the world quietly, that seem to impact their communities the most.

Back to the deja vu, this one was so powerful. I knew all the lines, I knew how it would play out, and I know that something good will come from this search. I'm not even in charge of the searching. The Lord knows what He's doing, and that's enough for me. I am content with knowing that my life is in good hands.