What's Wrong With Me

I keep hoping that one day I won't be so insecure with myself. I know that I'm happy with myself and who I am, but there's something that is missing. I hate having to feel like I need validation. I hate feeling like my life is surrounded with egg shells. I hate that I can't keep holding onto being happy.

The sky is the limit for me, yet I feel like a bird with clipped wings. I'm struggling with finding a new job because I'm either over qualified or under qualified. I feel very suffocated by my current job. There's nothing I'm doing at my current job that really taxes my mind. There are lots of things that drive me crazy about work, but ultimately, I don't feel like I'm being used to my full potential.

There are things that I know I need to do differently in my life, but there are things that I can't figure out how they aren't going better. I know there's something I'm missing, but I haven't been able to put my finger on it yet. Something in my life will get ironed out.